I've had a really hard time sleeping for the last couple weeks. The reasons are probably not all that hard to guess, but I think it is having a serious delterious effect on my emotional state, and my interactions with Melissa. Both of us are staying awake far too late, and getting up early and just driving ourselves into the ground. I'm going to be doing my best to go to sleep before 12 from now on.
Lissa wanted me to sleep with her tonight, because the couch has been hurting my neck, but I can't do that. It lets her hold on to the relationship that she is trying to let go of, so as much as I wish I could be up there tonight, its not right. Plus, those damn dogs are still here.
My hair smells nice though... long hot showers are one of the few pure pleasures I have, and I'm all clean and smell good right now. Love that. Plus, the John Butler Trio kick some serious ass. If he wasn't a guy, and all hairy, I'd seriously think of going all fangirl an him. Seriously one of the best guitarists making music today.
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