Ending relationships
Feb. 18th, 2006 09:58 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
polerinHow do you step aside and watch someone you've loved and held close to your chest for the past 6 years fall head over heels for someone else?
I'm sitting here as Lissa becomes more and more involved with someone from the net, and not being honest with herself about it. Or not being honest with me about it. I don't know what to think or how to think about it. The things she used to tell me, she now tells him. The games that she used to play with me, she now plays with him, and when we talk, he's all she can talk about. I know that I am not her spouse any more, that she doesn't want me to be in her life in this manner, but I don't know how to just stand back and let someone else win her heart. I want her to be happy, but jealousy rears it's green scaily head when someone else comes a'knocking and she answers with a smile.
The worst part is I understand why she is gravitating towards him... he's alot like me.
I'm sitting here as Lissa becomes more and more involved with someone from the net, and not being honest with herself about it. Or not being honest with me about it. I don't know what to think or how to think about it. The things she used to tell me, she now tells him. The games that she used to play with me, she now plays with him, and when we talk, he's all she can talk about. I know that I am not her spouse any more, that she doesn't want me to be in her life in this manner, but I don't know how to just stand back and let someone else win her heart. I want her to be happy, but jealousy rears it's green scaily head when someone else comes a'knocking and she answers with a smile.
The worst part is I understand why she is gravitating towards him... he's alot like me.
