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Realizing that you aren't the most important person in the world to your ex any more is a hard thing. At least for me. I donno I guess I'm just all :PPPPPPPPP right now.

My professional life is now coming togeather fairly well, I think the position I've tried to carve out for myself is going to be created, and I'll get off of the stupid 2nd shift I've been working for basicly 5 years, but all of this is happening when my concentration, energy, and emotional strength are at an all time low. UGH